Comfortably Numb (A Dose of F#CK it)
"When we become conscious of our emotions and trust them as they guide us, we no longer allow ourselves to become a victim of circumstances."
Occasionally, if you look into my eyes you will see the epitome of a deprived soul. Lacking the emotions to resonate with my environment and the people within it. Many would term this as being cold-hearted and ruthless (Now don't get me wrong when we feel down, we should never fake it. Instead, we should find alternate ways to release the negative energy so that we can find peace within ourselves). In reality, I have intentionally put myself in a vibrational state so that I cannot be affected by what is going on around me until I attract something better. When we become conscious of our emotions and trust them as they guide us, we no longer allow ourselves to become a victim of circumstances. I term this as being comfortably numb or in better words : A dose of FUCK IT.
Originally, while writing this post I hesitated on using the word fuck because I didn't want to offend anyone. The thought of me offending someone because of a word didn't feel good. I was thinking wrong. I was thinking about what I didn't want. Therefore, I took a dose of fuck it and continued to write and focus on what I truly wanted to do which is inspire. Many of us, whether we know it or not, have unintentionally put ourselves in a comfortably numb mood. We often activate this mood when we have had enough! Enough with people, enough with our jobs, enough with school, and ultimately enough just becomes enough! We stop attaching ourselves emotionally to certain people, conditions, and circumstance and just allow things to happen however they are meant to happen. In others words, we stop worrying about things that we cannot control! Every time I worried about something not going my way or was distraught about a relationship with someone, it was only because where my focus was and I wasn't allowing my connection with who I'm truly am to thrive. It's all about having patience. We must have patience!
If we can master the art of being patient, (having the ability to accept trouble, suffering , and delay without getting angry or upset ) we can master and manifest ANYTHING. I'm a big believer that everything we experience while on earth is for a reason. As we plan out or goals and aspire to be legendary there is always a time buffer. How long it takes depends on our own learning process. It's hard to realize this when things are not coming fast enough. Whether it's in our relationships, a job, or even a check that your expecting. A lot of times I realize that it took so long for me to accomplish certain goals because I was disconnected. When we allow our connection, we thrive. When we do not allow our connection, we do not thrive.
What do I mean by allowing our connection and thriving? Giving the proper intentions from the highest place, purest place , the highest vibration (emotions of joy and bliss). If we do this, we will always get what we want. The only way to do this is to be selfish. We have to be selfish enough to align ourselves with our inner selves. And when you do that, you are pure, positive energy focused in your body. Therefore, you feel happy and blissful and whatever is going on around you it's hard to relate to. Not because you are a cold hearted person or ruthless, but because you have deliberately chosen to put yourself in a vibration where you can receive the greater good. When you feel depressed , fear, or anger that means you are offering resistance to whatever you desire. When you feel passion, enthusiasm, expectation, or love you are align with your true nature.
"Giving the proper intentions from the highest place, purest place , the highest vibration (emotions of joy and bliss). If we do this, we will always get what we want."
Ultimately, life is about the journey and our experiences. The times we feel frustrated , depressed, or afraid of what can happen or not happen can be some of the most painful times of our lives. We never get anywhere thinking or feeling that way. It's when we retreat from being emotionally attached to those cancerous conditions when we finally see a shift in our lives. Being comfortably numb really is about mastering your self. Doing whatever is required to maintain your happiness. Living the best life you can. Turning lead into gold. Pain into joy. Living life like it's golden.